IV

last night I came home pooped. I went out with hector and alexis to get these really cute boots on sale. (which KILLED me the entire day today) then after I had plans with sam and emmanuel to go see into the wild but I got home a bit too late to actually go see the movie. so the next best thing besides a movie? is of course boba. I know this place that's a block away from vermont and wilshire and they have the best boba. the guys there are nice but I always feel like they're undressing you with their eyes. WHAT DONT THEY HAVE THERE?! the best part is their delicious frozen yogurt. after a good hour of that we headed on over to the pleasure chest in west hollywood and I have to admit the new toys on the market and pretty fucking incredible. I didn't know things had gone so far along, hahaha...yes I'm behind on sex. Emmanuel bought a whip with a bat on it and sam bought somethings that are rated M. there was a really cute guy working there, I should have asked him for his number....but that's something I would do.
I've had two consistent dreams where I've been in a relationship with someone. I had a dream on friday night with one boy and then on saturday night with another. I'm trying to understand what it means. Perhaps it's two different sides to new personalities from me? or who knows what. The personality thing is the only real thing I've linked.
today in the morning, that boy I met at the club, whom I haven't talked to in a good 2-3 weeks...sent me a message today asking me how it was going. srsly, I need tips or something. I've been out of the game for so fucking long I don't even know if what I'm doing is what I SHOULD BE DOING!


the picture above: my little sam was in the sunday times sporting her morrissey tat. :)
here is the article. on the paper itself they quoted her and she said "I guess you could say I'm smitten"

also, the weekend october 19th, I will be in san fran with my loves sam and emmanuel. i'm excited. maybe i'll get my tat this time around.