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tomorrow is a new day and tonight I surprisingly will not be spending it with my good friends jose cuervo or jack daniels. mickeys likes to tag along sometimes but I don't think we'll be seeing each other anytime soon.
went to my nieces birthday party took a few shots of the little girl, who is so camera shy but photographs so well. there was a party scheduled right after but that didn't pop and I wasn't interested in doing anything anymore. everything...and I mean everything-has caught up with me. it's draining me but I will not be giving up. this is what I chose to do and i'm sticking to it. so after my sisters house we dropped off adri at union station so she can leave with her beau...didn't seem too interested to go anyway.
then there were plans to drive up to pomona to go have drinks there but I couldn't spend the night because I have plans for tomorrow. so here I am at home, homely j and I feel fine.
i've been thinking about next weekend which is really close to my b-day and I want to party with a few good friends. I want to be out the entire fucking night though. I wish it was an endless night of drinking because i've never had anything that extreme..well something close to it but it wasn't my birthday. I plan these things myself because I don't even know if my actual friends are planning something.